bhe_29

lonely nights...

"hahai...

ang hirap naman oh,  di ako makagawa ng poem ko!! Hmmp...

its bin a long tym n kc since i last made my masterpiece...

ang lungkot naman... tapos dami pa ako iniicp"

di kasi ako inspired eh...

i love poem making but my mind ngaun? parang deep freeze eh...

di ko alam wat gagawin ko...

i made a lot of mistakes and i don't know  how will i make it right na walang masasaktan...

hahai...

hows life?

i am really lonely.... 
i am very doomed and i fell outcast every time i remember the things that happened to me.  There are things i regret and some i refused to remember,  but then i came to realize that life is not perfect.   
         Mistakes and struggles are just  part of my existence.   Disappointments in life depends on how we handle different situations and how we react towards it.   

       At first I was really afraid of disappointment as well as felling hopeless, but anyway i think nobody wants to live life with this forever.

i experience a lot of misfortunes...
--being stupid enough
--living with lies
--hoping with nothing
--being helpless...
this made me strong enough to face life again with pride and dignity.

i learned things that was actually unconventional, but i know life is just how you made it....

a walk to remember...

A Reflection beneath the Blazing Fire

As the Flashes of water runs within me
I see a reflection of shadow inside me
The err I thought overcomes my body
Changing the color of pink into rosy

The huge stone where I used to rest
Water submerged into deep test
The bloody foam of intellectual sight
Gave strength to those who fight

The unceasing dreams and the feeling of desire
Awake the hidden blame of fire
The blazing dragon of the heart has dried
keeping the heat locked to cool inside

The Ocean of Life has caught the Dragon's Heart
The Blazing Dragon was blown by the wind so far
A crystal pure and a gem has cured
The heart of the dragon longing to be secured